Friday, September 01, 2006

Up my meds

Ok - another long while since I posted last.
I've been a little on the down side.
A couple of weeks ago I got the stomach flu - was vomiting. I was still called at home and asked to do something for work.
The next day I wanted to at least work a half day from home, but ended up working about 9 hours from home.
In the middle of it all I got ticked at these dumb emails that kept going back and forth and called a friend co-worker and yelled at her about it. Big mistake. I immediately apologized, etc. I apologized the next day, she was really rude.
This happened on a Tuesday. Friday morning I walked up to her and asked if we were okay and she said, "You need to go to your doctor and have him up your medication because whatever you're taking isn't working."
OMG!! I said, "I can't believe you totally personally attacked me." She said, "You're wasting my time."
I have NEVER had anyone be so cruel and so hurtful. What she said was ten times worse then me venting to her, which I will never forgive myself for doing. Plus it was embarrassing because she said it in front of others.
The only good thing that came out of it is I saw the true colors of someone I thought was a friend.
I'm not saying I have an excuse, but I apologized profusely. And I never said anything to attack her character or her personally, in fact, I was complaining about two new hires she was supposed to be training.

Anywho - that's what's had me down for two full weeks.
And at first I didn't really want to talk about it.
Oh well, what can you do?

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